Well Lets see I think I will start with what God did for me yesterday . My moms house is just above a very steep hill and yesterday I was going to work with my 4 wheel drive on and I hit that hill and lost control of my car I had LaShanna with me. We did Broddy's and hit the ditch and jumped out of the ditch all the way down the hill there was a car in the ditch and I figured it was a miracle from God that I did not hit it. We came to a stop and LaShanna says mommy that girl had her flashers on we should help her so as this was a strange thing that happened to me ( I rareley have trouble in 4 wheel drive) I thought why not I have four wheel drive so I turned the car around and went to check on the girl in the car. She was facing down hill I was going up hill I stopped rolled my window down I was maybe 3 feet from her and than it happened my car slid right into hers fender to fender and than proceeded to slide back wards. Well as you can all imagine there was metal scrapping and all kinds of ugly sounds. I though well God you know what I need so help please. So many thing where going through my head like there goes my savings and shoot I am late for work lots of thoughts in a very fast amount of time. So I get out of car to give the girl my info and make sure she has help coming. We look at the cars and there is no damage nothing not even a scratch!!!  nothing I am so happy I can not even believe it. It was like when God took smoking from me it was hard to believe there it was my very own miracle to share with a stranger on the road. So I said do you believe in Angels she said yes and I said good because you just witnessed God putting one between our cars is that awesome or what she said it was awesome and she had help coming. She than said it was weird because she had made a call to her parents where there was no signal and she was right there is no cell signal on that mountain. So there you have it my miracle from God to share with you all.

My sweet sweet Sister Janie I love you

I have a very dear sweet Sister in God that has passed and I want to say how much I loved her. Her child like love for the Lord was an inspiration to many many people she was such a love to be around and now she is with  our Lord as sweet as that is I am sad that I will not see here again until I meet the Lord myself  I will miss her smile and her sweet hugs and her words of encouragement. I pray for her husband and her Brothers and Sisters that God help them through this loss,                                       (Sister Janie I love you see you soon) Love your Sister always, Sister Charlene

I am back

Well after some thought I decided to come come back to my blog and as odd as it may seem it is about my mom she has hurt her back again and I may need to make some choices again this year.

These choices will be put in Gods hands for I have not the strength or knowledge to make them myself. My flesh wants to run but not my heart so I was up last night crying and praying and now I ask you to pray for me.

Taking care of my Mommy

Well some of you might know and some may not know that I have spent the last 3 months taking care of my mommy and it has been awesome. I have learned more about her and learned to love her more. I really didn't think I could love my mom more but I do. God has also used this to teach me to be graceful and kinder and patient I have learned how to speak to my Sister Sister and learned that I can do anything with God. I have laughed cried, giggled and stayed up to watch my mom sleep. I have held her and hugged her and cooked for her and just been there for her, all though she has been in pain God has used this to teach me and her so much. My little girl has also learned to be a helper and to have compassion for others. God has manifested himself to us more than I thought possible and our faith has been so increased. If you were to tell LaShanna that God did not exist she would and could give you many reasons why he does and why he loves her and she would tell you she even talkes to him all of which she has learned through this incredible time with my mom her Grand-mom as she says. I received a prophecy almost 4 years ago about God wanting me to take care of my mom at the time I didn't realize what it all meant now I do and I am thankful for God choosing me for this task. I am learning to love and to let go at the same time I am so thankful that God loves me enough to teach this lesson and to help me and hold my hand while I care for my mom.
Well there is my update God loves me and I love him with my whole heart... do you?

I am missing you all

OK Here is what's on my mind. I am missing my family allot really allot and that includes my church families from all over even those I have I not met. I had a Sister tell me that you can not love someone right away and that people say I love you to freely well not the case here because I love you all God gave me that ability and so there I said it I love you and miss you sooo much ( you all know who you are my friends and church family and kids)

A new chapter in my life

Well were to start I have left my job after 13 months and my sister Jennie and I are opening our own store I am so excited to be doing this. As with all good things the Lord provides satan tries to take it away and boy is he working hard to do that this time. I know the store is God given it all happened so fast and everything has fallen into place very smoothly and every prayer to God about things we have needed has been answered so yes satan is mad and after me I am so very glad that I have God and all my Sister and Brothers to pray for me.
Our store will be a kids second hand store and some fun collectibles for moms as well it should be allot of fun and God willing we should do well. I was telling Sister Charlotte and Sister Darlene that I will fill successful if Gods light shine through me to the people I come in contact with and to my sister all I want is to let Gods love flow through me to his people and be the person God wants me to be.

On another note I was blessed in a way only Gods people will understand one of my fellow homeschoolers has lost her husband to ms as I read her journey with him to the end I was blessed to see Gods love at work. I wish I could repeat the wonderful words she had but I would not do them Justis as her sweet husband lay in bed on his journey to meet God the love for the Lord that flowed from her was awesome. I feel touched in a way I have never been touched before. It was so sweet to read her words and to feel her love for God and her Husband all though she will never read my blog I feel compelled to say that through her God has shown me what kind of wife and mother and Sister he wants me to be and shown me that all though death is sad for us left behind it is a sweet blessing for those going to meet God. I do not know if this all makes any since but I had to talk about it and share with the ones I love the great and wonderful things God has shown me lately. In my own trail with my husbands health I pray God can give me as much grace as he did my fellow homeschooler for all she saw was Gods love for her and her husband and there children and to take time to share her love for God as her husband lay drifting closer to his heavenly home with the grace she had was truly Gods work and I feel blessed to have been a part of that.( Thank You God for your love and guildance I pray you will help me Lord to be all that you want me to be and that in my times of dispair and sorrow I can have the grace I need and shine only your love to those around me Amen)

LaShanna at the fair

SMALL UPDATE

Well I am still working two jobs please pray for me if I come to your mind please it is kinda hard all though I know God is with me and there to give me strength. We had the local fair here and that was fun way fun LaShanna and her friend went with Gramma and Papa and myself and her Aunt Jennie we had fun but it was really really hot like 94 degrees I Bet I lost 2 pounds just walking that day( yahoo )

The other thing I want to tell you about is my hubby I know allot of you have been praying for my marriage and God has heard your prayers. My Hubby and I have finally reaches the point in our marriage were we are having fun God has had great mercy on me and softened my hubby's heart allot. We still need to pray that he comes into the faith but I have not known such sweetness in my marriage since the 1st few months . I love that God loves me so much I am so not worthy yet he never lets me down thank you God for all your love and lessons and for giving your only son for my sins and for knowing what is best for me before I do how awesome is our God. Wow